I want to cry. After eating Manhattan's Pizza on Friday night and maintaining the same weight Saturday morning, I was actually kind of suprised and a little excited. I told myself that was going to be the start of a good weekend. And, then proceeded to eat everything in sight! I realized this morning that I have gained 29 pounds since my lowest weight! That is hard to even fathom.
I spent the weekend mad at all of the people I ran in to at the Chile Festival who told me how great I looked. I wanted to tell them to stop. I wanted to tell them they were wrong! I felt guilty hearing the compliments and knowing what I have done over the last few months.
This morning I logged in to myfitnesspal.com for the first time in months. I know I promised a couple of months ago. But, it never happened. It's just one thing. But, it works for me and I am glad that I finally went back to it. I didn't exercise yesterday. So, my new streak died an early death. Tonight, I am going back to the gym.