Because Lori works tonight, we celebrated my birthday last night and she made me an awesome spaghetti and meatballs dinner... something I hadn't had for some time. It was incredible! Lori made me promise that I wouldn't be mad at her when I woke up this morning after consuming way too many spaghetti, meatballs, Pueblo chiles, and garlic bread. So, as promised, I am not mad at her. I did not make the same promise about myself and my disgust with myself grows daily. I actually had a small part of me wonder how many days I would keep posting my weight if I failed to turn this ship around and kept gaining. Well, I hope to not have to make that decision.